I am exactly where I need to be......

I have been feeling really well for the last few days :-) I have been energetic,confident,happy,loving.

I have been thankful for so many things.I have felt so incredibly sure that I am on the right path in my life.

I wish I could bottle this feeling :-)

I find myself singing to the radio and dancing around the kitchen.Problems are not getting me down, I see they are just challenges that need a solution,it is not the end of the world.I am in a really positive place.

I wanted to record this as a reminder on the days when things are not as joyous!

I am not in this space every day.Life is not without it's difficulties at the moment.M.E. still causes limitations for me and I am having so many hot sweats during the night that I am not getting anywhere enough sleep:-/ Some days I feel it is an impossible task to get out of bed.thinking about going out of the door,seeing anybody, seems like too much hard work.I am being much kinder on myself and accepting those days and doing what I need to do (so long as Emily is happy to be at home otherwise I will make the effort) I no longer allow myself to think it will be forever,it will pass.

Somehow I am managing to stay positive! I have had a couple of healing sessions with Rezwana and after the last one I came home on cloud nine.I know something has shifted.

I accept each day as it comes.I realise, even though it may be hard sometimes, that growth comes from difficult times.I know that this euphoric feeling of joy may pass for a time but I now have a strong belief that it will return!

Emily just came down and out of the blue ( not knowing what I was writing about said "If you ever need another word for joy use Bliss"(she is listening to Breaking Dawn and had heard it on there) That is what I am feeling at the moment,

BLISS, long may it last :-))

I heard this song quite a while ago and enjoyed listening to it.I was having a conversation with my lovely friend Maria and it came up again today. I found it tonight and read the lyrics and it all just fits :-)

Exactly

by Amy Steinberg
i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am a blessing manifest
i can undress the moment
naked time unwinds beneath my mind
and from within i find the kind of beauty
only i can find
i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am surrendering so willingly
to be the perfect me inside this now
and truly how else could it be
destiny she blesses me
destiny she blesses me
when i try to fight or run
i only wind up back at square one
when i think i know what’s best for me
fate she takes me back
to exactly where i need to be
i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am divinely timed and shining brightly
yes i believe that there’s a purpose just for me
yes i believe that we are light
and we shine infinitely
i am exactly where i need to be
i need to be exactly where i am
i am not aimlessly existing see
i am in perfect harmony with universal energy
and i am truly free when i accept my own divinity
look at me look at me closely
tell me exactly what you see
if you are paying attention you will now begin ascension of the mind
why, because if you look at me just right you will see a kiss
for it took a kiss to make this breath exist
the intersection of my mother’s and father’s lips
to touch twist and perfect what came next to produce me
look at me and you will see the breeze
the breeze it took to shake the leaves to make
my mother’s hair move, my father dare touch it and say
please may i have a kiss
yes the breeze made me exist
and if you want to get even deeper into this
when you look at me you will see a cloud
the cloud it took to form the storm to make the breeze shake the leaves to
inspire the liplock – yes a raindrop will pop up out these words
you heard me right
if you look at me close enough you will see a dark stormy night
and what is night
well night ain’t night without it’s polar opposite of sunlight
so if you watch the way my hands sway
you’ll see the light of day
and everyday is a testament to the sediment of the earth’s core
it’s ever spinning enormous force so if you look at me just right
you will see a spark of the source
but the most fascinating thing about this, and it’s true
is that if you look at me just right, you see you
it’s only what you perceive how you believe the space between
you and me
that creates reality
so when i sing you can feel it
when i cry you can heal it
when i speak words you can be the words i speak by singing with me
peace love free, peace love free
peace love free, peace love free
peace love free, peace love free
peace love free, peace love free
when i try to fight or run
i only wind up back at square one
when i think i know what’s best for me
fate she takes me back
to exactly where i need to be
and when i am alone and full of fear
i just remember the rising sun always appears
everyday miracles, miracles that i see
well they take me back
they take me back
they take me back
to exactly where i need to be